Been studying on and off all day & I’m exhausted from the stress already and its not even Monday! lol The weekend has just begun :P @ more weeks of classes then I can have a nice looooong month break before diving in again! Also gonna exercise my butt off in December, leave 2013 and start 2014 with a BANG!
I’ve made up my mind & I have one full year until I’m moving out on my own and going to a “big sister” school. A lot has happened these lat few months & I’ve managed to keep 13lbs off thank goodness, but now I need to get back into the groove and finish what I started :)
I’ve realized that my weight is just a number that will always make other people consider me obese.. & I don’t care anymore..
The feeling I get when I caught my boyfriend looking at me smiling or the butterflies I feel when he wraps his arms all the way around my waist and tells me how sexy I am becoming.. The breathes I get to take each and everyday, Just being able to wake up and do things on my own.. The huge smile I have after every hard workout, and choosing something healthy over a piece of cake or goodies.. Knowing that I’ve been blessed with a beautiful life & that I am beautiful in my own way..
THAT WILL ALWAYS MEAN MORE TO ME THAN A SILLY NUMBER ON A SCALE.
I’ve decided I’g going to take today & tomorrow off from working out because finals are killing me, and I believe this English paper will be the death of me lol So I’ll work out here and there until next Wednesday.